Tale of Wings

Flying – it’s such a great thing!
Flying – it’s a state of body and soul, when nothing holds you, nothing binds you! You are free!
So I started to think : Maybe I can fly? I started to look for that feeling of flying inside of myself. At the same time it is difficult and easy. Sometimes, It seems that I have the feeling, sometimes that it’s a mistake. Sometimes – feeling of skyline that is disappearing: it’s like a moment and I’m about to see of feel it. You know, people, with their ability to fly , often look like frogs. You jump for the first time, then second, and after that you are jumping into marsh and then boasting of your great progress of giant flights to other similar to you. There is another trouble–storks. One jump that is too high – the stork notice you and … that it’s it – the end of your flight. From the other side, they cannot be blamed - they have nothing to compare with. To jump from the steep slope in the same marsh? You’ll fall, hurt yourself, and there will be a lot of laughter from neighbours – they didn’t feel that short splash of freedom. They saw difficult way upward, they saw fall, they saw splashes of marsh everywhere, they heard laughter of those who are similar to themselves. Only those who flied know about flight. So, where from does the desire to fly appear? Probably, it is laid somewhere deeply inside of us, but it is overloaded with daily routine to such extend, that we simply do not know about it. But it is in us indeed, because it is even said in Bible that God created us after his own image, and he gave us the whole world. But we were lazy, ungrateful, and we forget about a lot of things or simply don’t want to recollect them. It is much easier to live like this. But everything should be paid.Payment , its measure – it’s business of book accountant.We would better talk about wings. Any affair starts with a dream. There are various dreams. A lot of people have no dreams, they are satisfied with necessities. To eat, to sleep, to … something else. Any dream can be divided into necessities, but any necessity cannot be combined into a dream. Pay attention to the people on the street. They look under their feet, on the shop windows. A person become person when she looks at the sky. And she sees stars. And further it’s just the question of time : Why stars? What is it? The best method of cognition – to touch by yourself. But you have to reach it. To jump. Fail. To climb a tree.Too low. One wish to be a bird and fly.. That is a dream about wings. Now I tell you a few words about “ to fly”. I am not the professional, I am just studying. From the diversity of variants and versions of explanation of this feeling ( feeling is only one, and the great number of methods to explain it) I will try to tell you about one of them. At first there is aspiration. Even the word aspiration is too strong. It is the desire of going. And here is the desire of flying. Further there is the necessity equal to desire. After that tension, work, job and small satisfaction.But very interesting satisfaction. You grasp it and start to taste it. It is almost every time the same but all the time it starts differently. From it starts something big, but not at once. As the plane is taking off. At first it can be controlled, but then it is like hurricane. It covers you all, it starts from the bottom, goes through your body and goes up, grasping you. After that somebody goes down, the other flies somewhere for a long time. But other can whether tell you or not about it. It is if talking in a few words. For longer – you would better try it. How? Onehave to think about it. Similar feelings are in sex. In a good sex. How are they different?It is difficult to say. How are they similar? One have to try. But definitely everything starts with a dream. That is a little, a little of everything.